Friday, July 24, 2009

boring stuff ...

Cool winter here in sydney ... thinking last year this time ... I was with my family ... seems like yeasterday ... still miss my dad every day ... wonder if l ever get over him ..ever ... but still try to deal with it ... death is part of reality and cant deny it ... just the fact of how soon he left us .. that part is hurting most ...
Any way ... my new job and course keeps me busy ... which is good ... and thinking of some short break ... already .. dont know where yet .. perhaps somewhere warm and sunny ... would be nice ...
sometimes I think it would be great if I move to europe for good ... but wonder how long that will keep me entertained .. or amuse .. but I wont go there to start over from scratch ...
if I go there or even somewhere else .. I have to go with plenty of saving ... so yeah .. thats the plan .. I guess ...