Wednesday, February 27, 2008

"She Will B Loved " ...

بهم میگه : "تو همه رویای منی .." به آرومی دستام رو از تو دستاش میکشم بیرون .. به چشماش نگاه میکنم و خواهش علاقه ای که به من داره رو بخوبی میبینم ..چه التماسی تو نگاهشه ...
راستی چرا نمیشه که ما دو تا فقط دو تا دوست خوب باشیم .. جوابش رو بخوبی میدونم .. واسه من همیشه همیطور بوده .. مردانی که منو خواستن و من نخواستمشون طاقت بودن یه دوست خوب یا معمولی با من رو نداشته و ندارن .. همیشه بیش از دوست بودن رو خواستن و وقتی که نه رو شنیدن دیگه رفتن .. واسه همیشه ..... اما ما که نمیتونیم زورکی کسی رو دوست داشته باشیم .. یعنی زوری که نمیشه عاشق کسی بود میشه ..؟
من خیلی سعی میکنم از این چیزا اینجا چیزی ننویسم ..این ول لاگ داره میشه مثل نوشته های کری بردشاو .. تو " سکس اند د سیتی" .. هه هه هه .. اما اینبار بی خیالش .. کون لق هر کی که بی خودی و بی جا قضاوت کرد.. فقط خودش رو خسته کرده و بس

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Sydney ...

با یکی از دوستای فرانسویم نشستیم و یه هربال تی و چاکلت تو یه کافی شاپ تو سیتی صحبت میکنم .. بهش میگم: راجع به سیدنی چطور فکر میکنی؟میگه:مردم خیلی رفتارشون دوستانه نیست تازه .. این شهر روح نداره .. میگم: راستی ؟.. رفتارشون با من بیشتر موقع ها خوب بوده اما.. آره .. راست میگی .. کالچری که تو اروپا میبینی اینحا نیست.. کالچر کجا بود.. بهم میگه : تو اینجا رو دوست داری؟ میگم: من اروپا بودم .. اینجا کسی نمیتونه روش رو واسه من زیاد کنه و منو خارجی بدونه .. اینجا همه خارجی اند .. اگه پررو بازی در بیارن بهشون میگم: شما اجدادتون یه مشت خلاف کارای انگلیسی بودن که مجبور شون کردن بیان اینجا .. من با میل خودم اومدم .. پس واسه من خودتون رو چس نکنید.. دوستم میخنده .. بهش میگم .. فرانسوی ها چی؟ میدونم که رو زبانتون حساسید..؟ بهم میگه : فرانسوی ها هم میتونن عوضی و ضد خارجی باشند ."یادتون باشه خودش خالص فرانسویه .." ... اما اگه زبان رو بلد باشی میتونی اونجا زندگی کنی .. بهش میگم : فارسی ات چطور پیش میره؟ سری تکون میده ... میگم: مثل فرانسوی یاد گرفتن منه ..مگه نه؟
میگه: تو باید پاشی بیای پاریس .. اونطوری بهتر یاد میگیری .. مثل من که باید دوباره برم ایران

Monday, February 25, 2008

آخ جوووون ....داره عید میاد

هر وقت که به اومدن عید نزدیک میشه ..اولش کمی دپرس میشم .. این حالت همیشه واسم بوده و هست .. چه تو ایران و چه اینجا .. اصلا فرقی نمیکنه .. بعضی ها .. وقتی تولدشون نزدیک میشه اینطور میشن اما واسه من وقتهای نزدیک عید اینطوریه .. عید نوروز واسه ما ایرانی های اینور آب با عید های توی ایران خیلی فرق داره .. اینجا حال و هوای عید های توی ایران رو نداره..اما در عین حال اینجا مثل هر سال ملت کوفتشون نمیشه که عید رو جشن بگیرن چون اگه نزدیک ماه مزخرف محرم باشه یا رمضان یا بقیه ماه های کثافت عربی دیگه..که خوب گند میزنه به عید ما وقتی زمانش به هم نزدیک میشه..اما دم ملت گرم تو ایران .. اصلا زیاد هم به تخمشون نیست و کارشون رو علی رغم اینکه هی بهشون میگنزیاد اونموقع عید رو نگیرید .. باز هم کار خودشون رومیکنن .. هه هه هه .. خوبه که ما سمجیم نه؟ ..
بگذریم .. داشتم میگفتم .. اینجا مرتب دم دمای عید از برنامه ها .. خونه تکونی ها و غیره و غیره حرف نمی زنن .. اینجا حتی فصل هم با اونور فرق داره .. اینجا ما زمان های عید ایران میریم تو پاییز .. و درست برعکس ایران که میره تو بهار .. اما با تمام این حرفها من هر جا که باشم نوروز رو میگیرم..چه تو تخمی ترین شرایط زندگیم و چه تو بهترین هاش .. آخه ما باید دلمون بهاری باشه ..و این مراسم قشنگ ایرانی رو هر جا که هستیم دنبال کنیم .. بیاد خاطرات قشنگ بچگی هامون .. بیاد لباس های نوی که بابامون واسمون میخرید و ما دم سال تحویل حتما سریع میرفتیم و اونا رو میپوشیدیم .. بیاد خوراکی های و شیرین های خوشمزه عید .. و عیدی گرفتن از بزرگترها... تعطیلات مدارس .. بیاد مهمونی ها و شام و ناهار های خوشمزه .. تمام سیزده روز رو با آجیل خوردن میگذروندیم .. بیاد شیرین های خوشمزه ایرانی .. استکان های کمر باریک .. چایی های قند پهلو .. سفره های هفت سین ... ماهی های قرمز کوچولو توتنگ آب سر سفره ... تخم مرغ های رنگی .. سبزه های که من عاشقشون بودم بخصوص اونا که دور کوزه های کوچولو سبزشون میکردیم ... امسال حتی چهار و یا پنج روز هم کار نمی کنم .. اگه ما اینطوری به همه بگیم که عید ما کی هست و چیه ..خوب بقیه هم شروع میکنن بهش احترام گذاشتن .. و یاد گرفتن در موردش .. امسال سال کبیسه است و شب عید همون 19 مارسه ... یعنی چهارشتبه ..حدودای قبل از پنج بعد از طهر..شب قبلش هم میشه همون چهارشنبه سوری خودمون ... خلاصه که سبزی پلو ماهی فراموش نشه
.. خیلی دلم بهاریه .. خیلی عاشقم .. عاشق زندگی .. قشنگی هاش .. شیرینی هاش .. عاشق سفری که توشم و با تمام خستگی های روزمره اش باز هم لذت رو داره بهم میده
.. عاشق دستهای مهربون مادر .. که واسه اولین بار ... منو با عشق آشنا کرد
..آره
دلم خیلی بهاریه
همیشه سبزباشید
Just find out what happend to " Beach Club " in spain .... shame ...
I loved this place so much ...

http://nl.youtube.com/watch?v=4WsUufDWKc0

I am sure helmuth insured this place though ...
....

watched Tenecy Taxido & Charli animation on line ...

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

@ supermarket ...

نمیدونم شما هماصلا تا بحال کارای بچه گونه کردید یا نه ؟
خیلی از آدمها وقتی که بزرگ میشن این خاصیت بچگی ویا بقولی فان داشتن رو میزارن کنار و زیادی جدی میشن .. من که اصلا نمیتونم آدم یوبس و زیادی جدی رو تو زندگیم تحمل کنم .. چون همه ما باوجود داشتن سن مختلف باز هم باید به کودک درونمون توجه کنیم و کمی هم فان داشته باشیم بگذریم .. امروز با یکی از دوستام رفتیم خرید واسه نهاربهم گفت : میخوای بری تو این ترولی من هلت بدم همه جا تو سوپرمارکت ؟ منم با پررویی گفتم : آره .. خلاصه با همون دک و پز و کفشهای پاشنه بلندم رفتم نشستم توی ترولی .. اونم هل میداد .. وای صدای خنده هامون همه جارو برداشته بود .. یه هو یه خانمی اومد جلوم گفت: آخی تو مثل اینکه چرخ دستی ات رو نیاوردی که بشینی روش حالا مجبوری این تو بشینی؟؟ منم با خنده گفتم : آره .. گفت: "آهان الان حالت خوبه ؟ .. درد نداری ..؟و بهتون بگم خیلی هم جدی داشت باهم حرف میزد..چقدر هم دلش سوخته بود .... فکر کنم بیچاره باورش شده بود من فلجم .. واسه همین این تو نشستم .. منم با خنده گفتم : نه .. همه چی خوبه .. ملت هم بهمون نگاه میکردن و یه لبخند میزدن..به دوستم گفتم : مواظب باش نریم تو این شیشه ها ..... خیلی حال داد ... کلی بقولی ترکوندیم .. بخصوص آبگوشته با سبزی تازه
جووووووووووووون

Saturday, February 16, 2008

my saturay night ....

Tonight Sonja and I went to " icebergs" to eat and some drinks ... Sonja lost her weight .. she reminded me of "Miranda" in " Sex & the city " .. nomally I havent to find Miranda much sexi but she was in that part when afterher pregnancy and losing so much weight she tried to fit in her old gean .. yeh .. Sonja looked so hot and that was great ... I liked the view in "Icebers" too .. I will come back here with more friends later ..

Thursday, February 14, 2008

my V day ....

Happy Valentin's Day every one... big nice Columbian red roses.. beautiful party.. great kabak and "none zir kabab.. new people & friends ... so much to lough and fantastic drink..I enjoyed evey minutes of it...

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

more movies ...

I also watched the movie "the devil wears parda "..Meryl Streep was fantastic.
I watched "juno" and downlaod "rambo" 2008 ..and another persian movie" tale" or " Trap" as well...something for change...though

Monday, February 11, 2008

Dirty $exy Money .....

Tonight I watched the new show “Dirty $exy Money" …. Well its too early to write about this but … just a question… do you ever wish to have all things in the world and nothing to wish any more …? I mean if we get so much money and power .. don’t we get board and our life turn to shit.. Because there is nothing to challenge us any more ??? Personally I don’t like to go in that stage and I always love to have some reason to woke up in the morning and work hard for that … a little money is ok..but I guess if I have that kinda life which I don’t have any thing else to looking for .. I prefer to die … because I will fucking board with my life …

Sunday, February 10, 2008

true face ....

For tonight after work I feel like some steak.. so I was wondering in the city after work to get some..
finally I went inside some clubs ... I knew they would have restaurant as well … the guy at front door was keep asking me if I am a member or not.. of course I wasn’t .. Then I said” just let me in .. all I wan t to do is to eat some steak.
any way. I went to the upstairs.. And I couldn’t believe my own eyes... look who is here..? wow ..its small world ha.. I saw Lorenzo at the front door who was standing and looking after customers..
well .. Lorenzo was the PR and manager of the modeling agency I used to go for casual job.. the time I used to study an modeling was great and easy to make money … he was fantastic in his job .. but complet asshole and prick .. Shitty attitude who had some taste for younger boys.. well in his position he though he could do that... I remember every time we both gals and boys were4\ the4re.. I could tell he always try to pick good looking young guys and well you know the story after that
Once when he aske4d me to come over to the office to help him some of y pix from my portfolio I guess he wanted to ask my idea as well ... any way. as I was a few minute earlier than the actual time .. well .. yeh he was busy having fun with some young guy.. I even could hear some noise as well as the door was open and I was in .. yeh what a jerk..
As by now we all know he was gay ..Which is fine for me .. I never have any problem with any one’s sexual preferences .. but I hated the fact he was using those young boys like that … the same hate I have when I used to see most of the business men in Tehran .. those who treat younger gals and sexually abuse their own secretary or the gals who work for their office or company.. yeh “those company “ as small as a little office in the cheap location or suburbs in Tehran … so trashy some of them have just a phone line and a pc and some furniture and they call it some stupid names or titles .. the smaller they business is the more attitude and arrogant and jerk they are .. I could imagine how hard could be for some young girls or woman who wanted to have just a reasonable wages and proper job to get a long with their life and those bastard boss or “ Ceo” would think they can have what ever they want and can get a way with it as well. it was like having some .. power over some one and using them .. Sexually..
yeh .. Lorenzo was the same bastard .…. apparently been kicked out by that dragon woman.. his business partner …
when I was eating my meal I was thinking about the situation and at the same time watching him greeting politely to the people who sat there and having their own meals .. was wondering if we really know the real person we just meet in some places .. when we go out and no we can becouse how the hell they know about Lorenzo.. they just could think oh ...he is a polite great and fantastic waiter who is doing the great job and they having fantastic times..
no we never know who really a person is by the looking at his/her fake smiley face & calm behavior …
I was glad to see this arrogant prick serving me there ...
fill my wine glass Lorenzo ... good to see u again ..
you look good in this job ... ha ha

Thursday, February 07, 2008

new movies ..

for today I found some sites which I can download some movies ... one of them is “dedication" which I saw it after .. that was great. Mandy Moore plays in it.
another one was " We own the night"

With Joaquin Phoenix, Eva Mendes, Mark Wahlberg. A New York nightclub manager tries to save his brother and father from Russian ... which is still haven’t been on movies yet .. I just saw the preview for ad when I was in the movies for sweny todd ..
well the quality of them are not perfect … what can I say.. its all copy but its still ok..
Furthermore I’ve got the last season of “desperate housewives” to watch has well … for some reason I missed a couple of them .. and this coming Monday the new season will start .. I will watch them before then. well hopefully .. if I stay enough at home.. lol

My life is ... a beach ....

After a few weeks finally we had some sunny clean beautiful day for Wednesday morning.. as usual I woke up to get ready and start my daily job but I had some cancellation so I though lets go to the beach... I went home quick and took my swim suit and some blanket and etc... And it was fantastic... staying there listening to some nice music with my ipod and enjoy a lazy time ..great .. this is so damn good... after 4pm I though this is getting so windy so better leave now.. I went to the movies and watched "Sweeney Todd" i remember Johnny Depp sang in "cry baby" when he was younger .. I liked this one too.. few of my friends saw it and they like it.. that "leng deraz and zarafeh "Sacha Baron Cohen " was there as well and I liked the fact that Johnny Depp killed him for me from the start .. that was some part I loved to watch because I don’t like him at all.. any way.. for the night the weather turn to shit again ... went home and try to relax... I did enjoy my Wednesday .. yeh I love the fact that I have the freedom to do whatever I want. go anywhere I want and enjoy it without any hassle..for me I don’t need to consider my kids like most of my single mum gal friends do.. or not much family so I have that advantage to decide what ever I go, any trip I want or else .. can leave the house any time and come back any time its reat not having any "sar khar " and boy it took me so many years but finally I am here and yes for me...life is a beach
from last week I download some Harry Potter's e-book which is translated in Farsi in pdf.. I need to get another chapters of them .. Wanted to read that book in Farsi for ages so that was the good one... and plenty of music’s.. most of them the new Persian ones .. I like Reza Moin's ..his song make me dance everywhere I go in pubic .. loOol ..Kaveh was nice too in public .. I also have Habib's who has so songs with his own son .. in some single they had duet which is fine.. was wondering are they both father and son sing this for a same gal .. or women .. ? is there any competition between them ? like the one I used to have between father and his son before .. lol ... or they just sing for their own and individual woman ? and why the hell we don’t have mother and doughter singer who sing together ? Because they might hear so much nasty gossip ?or is that the judgmental people make these things too harsh and impossible… or the fact that for Iranian older woman its far from having duet with their own doughter like these two have ? I know Iranian can be so cruel sometimes but even in western society when it comes to this matter .. People can be so judgmental & nasty too.