Saturday, January 29, 2005

Glad 2 heAr Dat

when da first time i saw da program.."queer eyez 4 da stright guy" i though ..gush..i whish we had some people 2 tell da aussie guy ...well how 2 dress. & groomoin them ..4 christ sake ..no really as a gal who have lots of girl friendz & looking 4 date staff...da way of dressin...im not talking about salad dressin...its da way some times thay dress...its daggy...ugly...cmmon..even at da date..itz just hopeless...when i hear dis new show iz coming up..i had hommer simpson feelin..ho ho...jumped up and say yeah..dt wat really we want....gromming aussie guyz...C ..problems solved..wat else???

Friday, January 28, 2005

soME CoNVerSAtionZ

ding ding..

who iz it?!!!
....

not a strananger...itz me..
she opened da door... looking at da well some kinda different face...
she: wat u want??
da develil jut looked at her sexi eyez...oh boy u look so hot 2day
she just said..yeh i know its summer remember and my fuckiong air conditionor iz useless...
da devil stopped her 4 second...ok i come here to make a deal..interested???
she just turned her to near her window..still silente...
she: go a head...wat iz it?
i want 2 buye ur soul...
she said: ah stop da crap...will ya
da devil: why?
i m not doctor "fastos wat ever " ..& im a female ..dont u C
beside its 2 late..
????
i already given 2 u
da devils : how bout ur body
she said: oh nooo ,,,u cant afford to buy dat ...4 sure

why not? !!! R u sure
....
im a rich bastard

she: i know dat ... itZ priceleZZ.... even u cant afford to have it....
....
..
oh cheer up..i gave u my soul ... wat more u want damn it
now get da hell out if here ...and come back with da better idea next time
da devil smiled & said :" u got it gal...sure i will....

juST a DreAM...HOpeFuLLy

u know wtz da great thingz in my life?!!! she wz whisperin in his earz....
he looked at her ..then SAid: WAT???
luving ya...kissin ur hot lips all nite and holdin ya in my armz...man dats the best thing iz in my life ....
....wat da hell ???...where iz dis come from !!!?....woking up by da bloody clock ring...just 5 more minutez....just a short nap.....
i wz in da Takht Tavos street in Tehran .it feels good..good old dayz .....or in Surry hills in sydney ..cant belive some places R excatly da same..or might B my imagination..Marrickville or Coca Cola "Pirozee" in Tehran....upper Surry Hillz near da RTA in Sydney or Takt Tavos in Tehran....or wat else...National Park in here or Darakeh va Evin mountain in iran....
its da time to start my day now..no more sleepin...
wat was dat hell about..."all my life ..meanz nothing ....just luving u.." c'mon ...where dat come from..seems i dont have any thing better 2 do with my life...crap...i wz angry
how petatic iz dat ...!!!???

Sunday, January 23, 2005

SpeechLeSS

wat can i sy....just some brain ..or non- brain washed sheiyehz....www.hemid.com/october-04/14ta.htmlspechless....

Friday, January 21, 2005

miSS YA GAlz

i miss "da Sex & da city " show in my evry monday nite...c'mmon gals ...do something about it..where da hell R u Samanta???

Thursday, January 20, 2005

REinCarnATed

we sittin 2gether in da cafe.shone iz a noisy guy..always...he started again...during da conversatiion about reincarnation ..dat wz his wish..he said: i know wat im ganna B in my next life...
a dick...it wz a silence 4 a sec..then i said: ..well u dont have to wait dat long hon..guess wt ???
u already R ....
A biG oNe
...

Hot DAYz

it wz hoot like da hell theze dayZ..
nice itz still white winter in my weblog .....
now itZ rainin outside...dt wat we needed rit now..i m so damn busy to even rite any thing here lately...some times u wish u can stop everything..just 4 da bloody secondz..just like dat
dis week my class iz started..boy im loving it...da staff..the teacherz..i wz stuck in da stairez fire exit crap late nite...and wonderin how da hell im ganna get da hell out of dis buildin...@ da end i used da fire emergency door..dont give a shit if ganna make some noize or Not??? alll i want iz getting out ..not to stuck in da building...the thing wz ..i couldnt open da door through da buliding from da stairs..

glad i finally made it..remmeberin when i wz stuck in da "ESKAn"bathroom building once agez a go ..in tehran...like then ..try 2 get da hell out if it...finally i made itthen as well ...
got da phone message..they bring my persian book from da state library..i guess my brain need to feed more persian litriture staff...its so slack lately

da problem vit dat iz ..in persian case bookz..u dont have 2 much choice 4 bookz
never mind..have to go there soon..
waan catch p with my friend as well dis weekend...need a real break ..
feel so tired ..if i can just in a pool i know im gann sink so easily...so heavy ..i am... now...


feel like an apple ...smell of an apple..smell of life...

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

DAniSh ChocolaTE

got a box of meleted danish chocolate from a melted man....yummmyy..wich one gal..da chocolate or da man .. both ...opSSS

Saturday, January 08, 2005

SEX WITHOUT LOVE

I don't mean to share with you my life

I don't care about your love

you're a number on my phone

I dial you when I feel alone.

You can please me when the heat is on

but when I'm done leave me alone

'cause I don't need you when the thrill is gone

and you can't break my heart of stone.

Sex without love

I want your body don't need your soul

sex without love

body without soul

I don't need no love

and my heart can beat alone

love can hurt so bad

love could even drive me mad

so gimme sex without love

about a movie

last n ite i saw a movie which i liked it. it ws spanish with an english sub title under ...d name ws Faust ...he ws a middle aged doctor who want to go for some seminars in da other city...totally in da mid life crises ...been stalked with one of his perviose pation who, his guts been removed by him an ages ago...dis guy want to make his wishes come true..i dont wann go to ditails but this films goes exactly into da doctores mind ..like da artificial inteligent ...its kinda spooky & talks about every dark human desier...any whishes and shows we ..have 2 B careful , when making some whishez...ther R lots of regrets after dat if they become true...
anyway ..if u have a time ..just C dis movie..dis SBS channel has one hell of a programs besides movies in da nites..
anotehr one after dat movie wz an indian movie..
well ..just made me sure ..some indian man R really jerk....

....آنجا که

....آنجا که بدون ترس از اعدام ؛ آزادی تا هر آنکه را که می خواهی بپرستی
ویا اصلا عشقت نکشه که بپرستی
....
برای موجودی که قرنها ست... خودت خلقش کردی در اشکال مختلف و حالا هم نمیتونی ازدستش رهایی پیدا کنی و
راحت بشی
درطول قرنها ساختیش و به انواع متفاوت برایش از همه چیزت مایه گذاشتی و قربانی دادی... کشتی و به نامش به جون همنوعت افتادی
نه نمیخواهی که بگذری... نمیخواهی .. نمیتونی مثل اعتیاده... تو خونت ... تو تک تک اعضای بدنت
....

Monday, January 03, 2005

....ایمان من


ایمان من
.....
خواب کفر ابلیس است
.......
که سجده ای هم اگر بود
.......
همانی بود .. که او نکرد

خوب ....با با ... دم ابلیس گرم ...زیربار حرف زور نمی ره دیگه....
ای ول....ابلیس جان ....تو نمیری ...ما یکی خیلی چاکریم...مخلصتیم...به مولا...قبولت داریم
....

Sunday, January 02, 2005

...سی سالگی من

سی سالگی یعنی......
زندگی مثل یه پرنسس ... با جیبای خالی....
سی سالگی یعنی ... شانزده سالگی دوباره ... .بی خیالی ... ازادی .. به معنای واقعی ... دوباره لذت . .سبکی .
. .. بی غمی ... .لذت .. لذت ..سخت کاری...
سی سالگی یعنی ... وقتی کسی به پیرسینگنت خیره میشه ومیپرسه .. این دیگه چیه زدی ؟؟؟!!! بگی : به تو مربوط نیست .. دخالت نکن ..و مطمین باشی که درست میگی
سی سالگی یعنی .. هروقت بخوای بری .... هر وقت بخوای بیایی....
دیگه نگاه سنگین هیچکسی رو تحمل نکنی...
سی سالگی یعنی ...رقص ...جنبش..حرکت...رقص...
سی سالگی یعنی...بتونی تو شدت اوج لذت هنگام سکس ... صدای فریادت تا اسمان هفتم بره و اونجا رو بلرزونه...
سی سالگی یعنی ...یاد بگیری که میتونی با کسی که میخوابی ...حتما نباید عاشقش هم باشی...
سی سالگی یعنی ... حیات دوباره .. .تولد دوباره ...علی بی غم بودن ...
سی سالگی یعنی ... حق خودت را کامل بتونی بگیری .... ازادی ... ازادی....
سی سالگی یعنی ... تلاش .. .درس ... سمج بودن تو درس...
سی سالگی یعنی .... اگه یه تاپ پوشیدی ... بدون کرست ... و همه مردا به نوک سینه ات خیره شدن و مات موندن .. به تخم چپت هم نباشه.... بگی ..به درک .. .اینقدر نگاه کن که چشات چپ بشه...
سی سالگی یعنی .... تکامل .. .نیازی به مرد نداشتن .. .محتاج مرد نبودن ...
سی سالگی یعنی .. .پرواز .. بی خیال .. سبک ... سبک ...
سی سالگی یعنی ... خودت را به معنای واقعی دوست داشته باشی .. و قبولش کنی ... معشوق خودت باشی... باور کن...!!! من عاشق سی سالگی ام هستم ... هر چی ازش میگذره ...پر لذت تره ....قشنگتره.... سکسی تره.....داغ تره
..
دوست دارم.... چهل سالگیم قشنگتر از سی سالگیم باشه.....
.....
...Well C about dat..... 4 sure


i wrote dis when i was in da train station one nite 9:13 PM .. ..at da Central Station ..dat wz 5th of November 2002

im aloneeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEE

i A M S o A l o N e.....& ITZ so fuc...bloOdy BIG....SO BIG IN each corner...each side....hugeEEEE
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